I have to really know a person for a while before I’m able to open up to them about my feelings. Even knowing someone for years, it’s still pretty difficult for me to express myself sometimes.
Lately I’ve been venting to multiple people and it’s creeping me out. I don’t know why, but I feel like there should only be a couple of people who are involved in my personal life. Especially when speaking about things I consider private.
Now I’m realizing that it’s okay to open up to people. As a matter of fact, I am very lucky to have so many people in my life that I can trust. To have so many friends that make me feel comfortable enough to say what I need to say.
I just want to say thank you to all of my friends who have been there for me. Thank you for listening to me rant about minor things that seem silly (which were probably brought on by my obnoxious anxiety issues). And even if we don’t talk currently, the support you were able to give me in the past got me to where I am today. Whether it was an encouraging text message, a surprise visit, or even a hug, it means a lot to me to this day.